| So
i come back from confernce, it was really wonderful! i met some really
sexy people lol, just just one. Famliy group was really
wonderful, the only time i had a famliy group i did not really like was
my first summer, and it was not all bad ether, it was just we did
nothing! expect talk. but i still love all my famliy groups, they
are all really good.
so i see it as now i REALLY need to talk positive, i only talk negtive if it is something that is really bothering me.
Life
in this body is here one time, i will live life to the fullist.
So maybe people maybe call me a slut! or a Emo kid, Or a punk, Or
whatever! i should not let those stupid things bother me, that is just
a person saying that, does not mean i should believe it, or really take
comment to it. This is me! if you do not like me, than thats
fine, i will never be affended, or whatever i still love you the same.
im gone!
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| So i think, and think. And still sad... i have said this, i have
cryed in my heart about this, but i have not yet cryed out loud.
I LOVE KYLE!!!!!!!!!!!
Shut up! everyone who think im EMO! BECAUSE IM NOT! i hate EMO! i am NOt! NOT! NOT! NOT! NOT!
There i note a little nice little Blog!
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| So, i think and think, and i feel lost
Lost in sea with no where home
Home is where famliy and loving people are.
I lost it my mind! from everything i did not want to loss it to.
I know i love you when i let you go and let you help your self.
I know i love you when i know all i can think about is your kiss
I know i love you when i feel pretty when your arms are around me.
I love you! i will always love you!
I miss you! i will always miss you!
i will wait till you see me.
PLEASE NEVER FORGET THAT I LOVE YOU!!!!
as said in a song!
"i cant beat myself up, i can't beat myself up" i will never i don't
beat my self up, i don't cry, i stay strange (i can't spell very well
so whatever!)
I see it as, this is more for me to release than jugment to my spelling
lol haha. if you do leave a comment than thank you lol.
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| The world is mean, the world is a sad place.!
But
Try
to find the good things in everything even the dick bush! and life
could be alot better! try to find something good about that thing! or
person! and it is ok if it is just one thing or whatever, but try to,
than hold the thought in your mind of that good you find, and learn
from it.
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| If maybe you wake up, and see that no one cares for you?
What if you wake up and forget your name?
Maybe be welcomed by 2 childeren, you don't know?
Maybe just frank says hello to you and kill you?
WHATS IF THERE WAS NO IFS! ...there was just do's.
People die everyday but babys are burn everyday. People may
think they can kill us off but they can't...BECAUSE WE ALWAYS RELOAD
OUR LOAD OF HUMANS!!!!!!
I think the humans really need to take care of the world better! if
they want to live here longer. Because if they keep up the oil
taking, and polution in the world....damn we are going to get to the sun and blowing up quicky!
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